[That one sentence says it all. Killua had given up. Better that than more fruitless, painful searching, but...he didn't like it. He didn't want to think of hope leaving anyone.]
im sorry Killua
please, if there's anything i can do to make it easier, tell me
<shulk>
im sorry Killua
please, if there's anything i can do to make it easier, tell me
ill do whatever it takes