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engage_the_enemy) wrote2015-06-10 06:35 pm
engage_the_enemy) wrote2015-06-10 06:35 pm
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WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, shulk. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 215.77.554.88 *** shulk has joined 215.77.554.88 <shulk> not actually sure what this is for but it seemed worth setting up | ||||
<shulk>
i never
i cant do it, Crow. maybe youre right, maybe i dont understand, but i dont want to either. i dont want to know what it takes to kill someone who'd never done me any wrong. i dont know how you two can handle it. see, though? my choice is less valid than yours, even when youre helping me make it. wheres the sense in that?
and Yusei...
no. i refuse to believe it. he talks about your city like he thinks about it everyday. he doesnt want to keep hurting people
youre lying
<Crow-sama!>
i dont care that u get 2 avoid it bc of us
if u dont hav 2 kill
thats good
bt hav u ever been w/ some1 while they hunted?
where were u when fiora was upset over killing some1
did u even know shes had 2 start?
or were u 2 busy w/ ur machines 2 even notice
or mayb u did bt didnt want 2 deal w/ it
so dont tell me u understand wat its like living here
u cant
not when u dont even want 2 try
ask him then
ask him if he likes being a gargoyle
ask him if hed go home if given the chance
hed rather b a dragon than stop the killing
if he wants 2 stay in this hellhole so much
then fine
im going home
with or without him
<shulk> sticks head in the sand
[A poor excuse, since it was going to happen eventually. Shulk is torn on whether he should be mad that Crow would accuse him of not caring, or that he's right to assume Shulk doesn't want to deal with it.]
but what could i have done for her? this isnt something i can fix. there's nothing to do but treat her like i always have. she's not a monster to me, and neither are you and Yusei. im not going to acknowledge a choice none of you made, and keep making.
and yet...youre just going to abandon Yusei like that, as if he's done worse? he's been here longer than you and me, maybe enough that you dont understand him, either
but fine, go ahead and make him into another person you couldnt save. i still believe in him, and im gonna do what i can to help him find his way back
ill prove you wrong
<Crow-sama!> /slams fist on table
[if crow was angry before, he's enraged now]
i bet you wouldnt say that to my face
dont give me that crap about not knowing
youve been here long enough to know SHES been here long enough
you cant even be there for fiora when shes suffering
only when shes 'okay'
and you expect me to believe you can help my brother!?
start facing the reality of this place
then ill believe you
yusei KNOWS we can be human again
human without the hunger
IM human now
thanks to mana
but hed rather keep killing
than give up his wings
if he doesnt change his mind before we find a way home
if none of us can change his mind
im going back to my kids
i wont leave them for any longer than i already have
yuseis an adult
he can do what he wants
my kids arent
im done here
ill see you round
<shulk> HOW DID THIS COME OUT OF A BODY PILLOW
Shulk would say this to his face, but with more immediate regret, especially if it got physical. As it stands, there's decent space between their screens, and impudence to go with that.
you will pay for your insolence]i wont take it back because it's true
but fine
your kids are more important to you than anyone else here, you have a reason to go
so maybe youre right. maybe the rest of us want to stay. i wonder what Fiora thinks, since youve spoken to her too. you havent said anything to suggest otherwise
i guess you learned just like me, that you cant save everyone. i know that much, ive tried, long before this
i hope we're in better standing when you decide to speak to me again, but i dont know
i dont even know if youre reading this